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人生一回目の人間が書いてます。

23.To you.

At midnight I remembered you.
You lived freely, but one day you suddenly died.
You were laughing until the end.

 

However, when I think about it now, you usually say "See you again!", But that day you didn't say anything, just laughed and waved.

I'm sorry. I didn't notice.

 

What was you sad about?
Were you lonely?
Or were you angry?
Did you despair in this world?
You didn't leave anything behind, so I can only guess.

 

I wanted to talk more and laugh with you.
I wanted to go to more places with you, I wanted to see different scenery with you.
I wanted to hear more about you.

 

But maybe you didn't want to do anything anymore.
You may be tired of living in this world.
What I could do for you ... maybe nothing.
Either way, it's too late.
I'm really sorry.

 

What is the world like?
I wonder if there is no suffering, pain, or sadness in the world.
I hope it doesn't exist.
Did you make friends?
Is it fun every day?

 

I pray for your happiness from here.
My thoughts won't reach you anymore, but I pray from the bottom of my heart that you are living in peace.

 

Thank you so much for being with me.
Goodbye.